rebecca lauren

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#rightnow

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#rightnow

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Sat, 12 Mar 2011 13:25:42 -0500

fave headband

my little squirrel

authentic laughter

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authentic laughter

2011

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2011

(Take me out tonight Where there’s music and there’s...

Sat, 12 Mar 2011 13:22:00 -0500

(Take me out tonight
Where there’s music and there’s people
And they’re young and alive)
(Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven’t got one
Anymore)
(Take me out tonight
Because I want to see people and I Want to see life)
(Driving in your car
Oh, please don’t drop me home
Because it’s not my home, it’s their Home,
and I’m welcome no more)
(And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die)
(And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine)
(Take me out tonight
Take me anywhere, I don’t care I don’t care, I don’t care
And in the darkened underpass I thought Oh God, my chance has come at last
But then a strange fear gripped me and I Just couldn’t ask)
(Take me out tonight
Oh, take me anywhere,
I don’t care I don’t care, I don’t care)
(Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven’t got one, da …Oh,
I haven’t got one)

Oh, There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out
There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out
There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out
There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out
There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out
There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out
There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out
There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out
There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out

hey, BOCHICHA!!

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 22:18:33 -0500

hey, BOCHICHA!!

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Thu, 11 Nov 2010 22:12:44 -0500

NEVER GO to a swingers party....

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 22:10:59 -0500

WARNING!!!!

ever get invited to a “swingers party”…..SAY HELL NO!

the other day this guy chris i know from BK had been invited to a “swingers party”

he said it would be pretty crazy so i asked my roommate Neeki if shed want to go.

we were both down, seemed to be pretty kool…

so we get prettied up and meet chris downtown.

he takes us to the apt and says that he already took a peek through the mail slot…

ok…?

so we knock on the door and a man answers, but it just leads to a room with another door!

man asks the password.

chris reveals password.

the door opens.

chris bolts.

me and neeki left to fend for ourselves.

we are then asked if we want to take a tour, sure why not? never been to a swingers party before whats all the fuss??

we walk into the first room only to be greeted by a half naked asian chick in a towel and a fat man with a beard in a towel…

weird…

we are lead by the towelled man through drapes into another room with dim lights, lots of drapes, a snack table with refreshments, and a bar, surrounded by more fat towelled men, AS WELL AS a hasidic towelled jew (jew curls in tow)

the men raise their glasses and give creepy smirks our way

the towelled man takes us through to the next room where there are two or three big screen TVs displaying raunchy close up pornography with blasting sound.

shocked and weirded out we continue into the last room.

this room is totally dark, and in the back left corner there is a bed hanging from chains in the ceiling. surrounding the room are couches with pillows and throw blankets, this is where the guests can have “sex with each other” the towelled man explains….

((me and neeki open mouth shocked faces)) :0

“so you guys gonna stay and party?” ((creepy smile))

THATS about the time me and neeki book it down through the sex-capade, down the steps, and out the front door.

i could not imagine actually staying to “party” with the swingers.

totally grossed out.

DIDNT KNOW THOSE KIND OF PARTIES ACTUALLY EXISTED OUTSIDE MOVIES.

learning experience.

~rebecca

A FRESH START.

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 21:58:59 -0500

havent had time to keep up with the writing…

moved to NYC this October… going well so far.

i like the change in environment, i feel like even when theres nothing to do just a simple stroll outside makes you feel like youve done something with your time.

craigslist searching is a pain in the ass,

i feel like once you get started on a craigslist search you just sit there for hours like a zombie scrolling and reading posts…

the new job is O.K.

def miss my old job though!

SHERRYS!!

no matter how much i complained about working @ sherrys i still miss that job everyday.

been doing volunteer work @ the Holy Apostles Soup Kitchen in Chelsea for my community service hours…not as bad as i expected.

the time flies by.

only 60 hours left.

ttyl.

rebecca

case of insomnia

Fri, 17 Sep 2010 03:25:55 -0400

cant sleep.

no matter how hard i try.

feeling kind of nauseous right now :(

in NYC, tomorrow should be fun :)

i probably wont sleep tonight and it is annoying me.

got stuck in jamaica trainstation for 3 hours today because of the rain storm, all the trees blew down onto the tracks.

what a boring wait.

got my hair cut today, i love haircuts, even when they arent a drastic change in appearance, they just make u feel new and exciting.

i want more silver rings, somehow ive managed to lose all of the good ones, makes me sad :(

going to try and sleep now,

xoxo

happy blot

Wed, 08 Sep 2010 20:20:33 -0400

feeling happy today.

have a nice weekend planned ahead of me, no work or stress until monday.

looking forward to it!

schools going well so far, suprisingly.

listening to ratatat, feeling good, going to Montauk tomorrow hopefully…

"the sky is never completely clear"

Wed, 08 Sep 2010 20:17:56 -0400

“the sky is never completely clear”

Sleepyhead by Passion Pit

Wed, 08 Sep 2010 20:16:47 -0400

Sleepyhead by Passion Pit

my tattoo :D

Wed, 08 Sep 2010 20:15:54 -0400

my tattoo :D

Loud Pipes by Ratatat

Mon, 06 Sep 2010 17:22:44 -0400

Loud Pipes by Ratatat

Tiga & Me :)

Mon, 06 Sep 2010 17:13:48 -0400

Tiga & Me :)

summers gone...

Mon, 06 Sep 2010 17:12:00 -0400

just took a beautiful nap,

been a while since my last post…

now summers gone, and times are changing.

leaves shall be turning once again, and the air is crisp.

i miss this time of year. life is calm on my end now a days, i have most things sorted out.

started school at suffolk last week, not so fun.

had a great time in NYC last weekend :), will post a few pictures to <VIEW>.

took a trip upstate a few weeks ago, had a blast in the cabin, derek and steven also made a trip up to visit.

my job is getting old, im feeling a career shift, when i can do so.

i finally got my half sleeve done!! its getting colored tomworrow. :)

even though im getting my head together now, i still have been pushing a few things off, and i really shouldnt push them off too long.

i want to expand outwards……..